Christmas as a mom can be a bit overwhelming. The budgeting, preparing, shopping, trips to the post office, Christmas cards, cooking, and of course making it perfect...haha. At times I thought it would be nice to be the dad for one Christmas, but in the end I think I get more joy out of the actual day than anyone else.
This Christmas I received the most precious gift in the whole family. Through my preparation, intentional teaching of the real Christmas story, and not buying one gift as a "filler" but all because of the joy I knew it would bring to my boys, I was able to realize some truths about God. As I watched my children open their gifts and squeal with delight, Tristan exclaiming after each one that it was just what he wanted, and seeing how my husband could not have enjoyed any other meal more than the one I prepared, all gave me a peek at how God watches as he gives us gifts. My children were so happy because I know them and I know just what they want... and that is just what they received today. How much more does God know us and want this joy for our lives? It must break His heart to prepare special gifts just for us and watch us say no or walk on past. I long to have the eyes and ears that accept MY gifts from God no matter what the wrapping looks like!
So very true!! We didn't buy fillers either and I am so glad! I think that is a very special Christmas message you received this year!
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